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                                     Usually its every one’s say that, ”Boys will have attachment towards their mother and girls will have attachment towards their father”.It’s true.I am not a perception to that.Chinnapati nunchi nanna antey bayam.Eydi kaavalanna amma dvara nanna tho cheppinchey vaadini.Ey intlo ayina idi sahajamey.Idhey vishayam mana telugu  cinema la lo kooda choopistuntaaru.Endukantey deeniki kaaranaalu unnayi.Koddiga short tempered maa father.Orakaney kopam vaccheystundi.Andukani ayanantey hadal,chinnapatinunchi.Kaani ee bhayam aneydi kevalam school loy Progress report icchey roju matramey.Aa bhayam thotey maa father signature ni forgury cheyyataani ki purikolipindi.Eppu danna marks takkuvacchi nappudu progress reports meeda naa cheti vaatam pradarsinchey vaadini.

                                     Nanna gurinchi cheppalantey ,he is the eldest son among all the four children.Valla family lo chaduvukondi nanna okkarey. MBBS discontinued anamata.Baaga rich family.Job cheyasina necessity ledu.So intlo ayana cheppindey vedam,cheppindey saasanam.Tammullaki ,valla parents ki nanna antey bayam anamata ippatiki.So maa amma sonta maradalu avutundi maa father ki.Elagu chadukonnadu,aasti undi ..ni cheppi father ki ammani icchchi chesaaru.Maa baabayilu evaru chaduvukoyledu.Anta nishaani batch ey.Kaani maa father ,vallaki anni samakoorchi pellillu chesi pettadu . 

                                    So pelli ayina taruvaatha amma peru meeda Guntur lo “Lakshmi Picture palace” aney cinema theatre kattadu.Plus film distribution chesey vaaru.Chetilo kavali sinnanta dabbundi.Dabbu ni lekka chesay vaadu kaadu.Friends circle ekkuva.Evaru kaali ga unna intiki teesukoni vachi mari petteyvaadu.Ramesh uncle ani okaayana unnadu.Nenu 3rd class chadivey anta varaku naaku teliyadu,atanu daddy ki friend ani.Nenu maa babai anukoney vaadini.Atanu maa intlo member laaney undeyvaadu.Maa babai latho kalisi undey vaadu.Ataniki,valla amma nanna chani potey daddy daggarey undey vaadu.Daddy ey ataniki pelli chesaadu.So antati goppa hrudayam kaligina vaadu nanna.So idi enti edo cinema lo story la undey anukoney ru.Story kaadu nijam mey.Andaroo naa vallu anukoney type character anamaata daddy dhi.Athi manchi tanam kooda manchi di kaadu kada.Ikkada inko sandarbham cheppali.”SamarasimhaReddy” cinema lo SatyaNarayana, Balakrishna ki Interval kantey mundu scene lo ..oka IG ayi undi, taxi nadupu tunna Balayya ki namaskaram pedataadu.Enduku pettado manaki second half lo telustundi kada.Alagey nanna gurinchi naaku oka atanu cheppadu…Antey atanu 28 years back nanna daggara pani chesey vaadu anta.Atanu,nanna nenu hotel lo tiffin chestuntey 7 years back ,nanna ni gurtu patti sir nenu mee daggara pani chesey vaadini,meeru naaku aa roju business pettukovataniki sahayam cheyaka potey nenu eeroju paiki vaachey vadini kaadu ani vaccchi kallu pattukunnnadu.Atanu ippudu “x” aney company petti, 1000C turn over  business chestunnadu.Idi choosi nenu stunned.So ilanti stunning movements chaala unnayi .Avani ikkada rastey oka book avutundi emo.

                                      Childhood day’s nunchi naaku prati birthday ki edo oka gift present chesey vaaru nanna.2nd class nunchey naaku dairy rayatam alavaatu chesaru.So appati nunchey dairy rasey vaadini.Appudu emi rayalo teliyaka school ki vellanu ,vacchanu ani rasu koney vadini.Dabbu viluva gurinchi eppudu teliya cheppey vaaru.Oka saari nannu 4th class lo anukunta naaku ippatikey gurtey ,oka visina karralu vaadu visini karralu ammo kovataaniki vastey vaadi daggara avi anni koni vaadini pampinchey si taruvatha nannu ammuku rammannadu.Manaku appudey shy feeling kada ,nenenti ammadam enti ani velli avi pareysi  maa amma daggara dabbulu teesukoni ammukoni vacchanu ani cheppanu.Ayanemo nenu nijam ga ammukoni vacchanu anukoni tega murisi poyi apudu cycle gift icchadu.Idi anta dabbu viluva teliya taanikey chesaru actual ga naaku.So anniti gurincchi parignanam kavali ani cheppi intlo Children’s Knowledge Bank anni volumes koni teccharu appudu.Viswadarshini,Viswavignanadarshini aney books kooda chadivincharu naacheta.Naaku chinnappudu Hindi akshraalu raakapothey kotti mari nerpinchaaru.Autograph’s teesukovatam aney habit kooda naaku chinnapati nunchi alavaatu chesindi nanney. Teenage loki vacchi nappudu “Teenage psychology” aney book present chesaaru.Teenage lo vacchey marpulu gurinchi ,ela undalo undakoodado eey vishayaalu anni nerpindi nanney naaku.Love gurinchi,teenage lo ammayila patla undey akarshana gurinchi,aa vayasu lo undey duduku swabavam gurinchi,anni vishayaalu cheppey vaaru.Aa age manam teesukoney hasty decisions gurinchi ,vaati pariyavaasanaalu ela untaayi vaati gurinchi anni nerpaaru.

                                     Inko vishayam enti antey nanna naaku enta close antey ,tanu teenage lo undaga tanu love chesina ammayi gurinchi kooda chepparu. Avidani parichayam kooda chesaru.Avida ki already pelli ayyindi lendi.Aa vishayam gurinchi nanna chebutoo ,maa amma nanna ki kooda cheppaledu ra nanna first neekey cheputunnanu ani annaru.Jeevitam gurinchi ,viluvalu gurinchi nerchukundi nanna dagaru nunchey.Business lo enni kotlo roopayalu nastam vacchina bhadapadaledu.Kaani maa mother ki aroygyam bagonappudu matram chala badha paddaru.Ippudu anta set rite ayyindi lendi.Ippudu  nenu ,nanna ni business anta close chesi intlo kaaliga kurchondi ,enduku tensions anna oorukooru.Nenu enta chepina oorukooru.Kaaleega undi emi chestam raa antu untaaru.Ippudaina kaani ey decision teesukovali anna nannu consult chesey chestaru..Nannaki memu antey enta istam antey,even nenu first time Singapore job cheyyataniki velli nappudu amma badhapadaledu kaani ,nanna amma daggara.. pilladi ni anta dooram pampinchaamu ,vaadu emi chestunnado ani edcharu ani ma amma phone chesi cheppindi.

                                     So ippudu aithey relaxed gaa ey tensions lekunda unnaru.Ippudu aitey okey tension undindi.Adey annayya gurinchi,vaadi pelli gurinchi.Infact naa pelli gurinchi kooda anukondi.

Evaru rayagalaru amma anna mata kanna kammani kavyam.Evaru padagalaru amma anu raagam kanna tiyyani raagam..Ammeyga toli paluku, nerchukunna bashaki…Ammeyga aadi swaram pranam aney pataki…. Amma gurinchi,Amma prema gurinchi enta cheppina takkuvey avutundi.Enta raasina takkuvey avutundi.

Maa amma peru GruhaLakshmi.Kaani maa amma aada pillalo chinaadi avatam valla chinna ani pilustaaru.Adi nick name anukoy vacchu.Maa ammamma valladi Guntur Dist loni Ponnur mandal loo unna Gollamudipaadu aney oka chinna village.Maa amma valla tobuttuvulu mottam naluguru.Antey ma ammaki iddaru akkalu,oka tammudu.Maa ammamma valla puttillu Guntur Dist loney unna Tenali Mandalalam loni Gudavalli.Maa ammamma baganey chaduvukondi.Aa rojula loney PUC varaku chaduvukondi.Maa ammamma valla tobuttuvulu andaru well educated.Manchi sambandham kaada ani maa taatayya ku icchi chesaru.Maa taatayya nishanee ey.Pedda ga chaduvukoley du.Maa peda taatayya jamindaar avvatam valla,valla tammudu(antey maa taatayya)oollo manchi peru undi ani maa tatayya ku iccharu.Maa ammamma valladi village avvatam valla ,dooram enduku ley pampivvatam aadapillalanu ani chadivinchaledu maa amma vallani.Actual ga chadivinchaledu aney padam kantey chaduvukoleydu aney padam vadatam uttamam.Normal ga signature pettey anta varaku telusu antey.

Maa father maa ammaki swayana bava avutaadu.Antey maa taatayya chelleylu koduku.Maa father MBBS discontinued lendi.MBBS chaduvutoo madhya lo jump.Actual ga maa father valladi baaga rich kutumbam anamata.Valla family lo ,maa father okkaley antadaaka chadivindi.Inka chadivindi chaala ekkuva ley anukoni apeysaadu.Inka taruvatha maa mother ki icchi chesaaru.Maa mother konta  varaku rayatam,chadavatam nerchukondi pelli ayina taruvatey(Antey maa dad nerpinchaaru).Maa mother chaala nemmadasturaalu.Chaala calm going anamata.Nanna ki quite opposite,chaala speed nanna.So  tanu chaduvukoy poyina chaala kalupokolu tanam ga undindi.

Menarikam valana emo puttina taruvatha maa sister,ventaney chanipoyindi.Taruvatha puttina maa annayya emo handicapped.Antey dumb ana maata.Menarikam valana ala jarigindi anukuntaaru.Actual ga menarikam valana kaadu ,chinnapudu(when he was teo years old) hospitalised ayinappudu tanaki doctors medicines ekkuva dose ivvatam valana voice cardiac debbatinindi.Daani valana he became dumb.But he can do all the day to day activities as usually..Devudu edo oka lopam peditey vaariki extra edo okati istaadu antaru.Frankly speaking he is clever and cute than me..He is not fully dumb(partially only).He studied untill 10th class in the dumb school.He does all the day today activities normally.He looks after the business along wid my dad.Kaani maa parents ki vaadi gurinchey digulu eppudu.Taruvatha manam digam bhoomi meedaki.

So annayyani dumb school lo join chesi chadivinchaaru.Akkada emo ammamma tatayya undey vaaru .Nanna emo eppudu business antoo tirugutha undey vaaru.Nanna appudu film distribution business plus cinema theatres undeyvi .So he is busy wid that.So nannu school lo join chesey time ki Ponnur move ayyam,maa village nunchi.So daddy use to come every day late nite.Amma  used to take care of me .Taking to the school every day,bringing lunch for me and again bringing back from school.Driver unna kooda tanatoy carrier pampakunda taney swayamga carrier teesukoni vacchi tinipincheydi.Amey ki adey pedda udyogam.Chala dairyam kalavi amey laga undataniki.Some times dad used to go to long business tours.She used to take care alone,even though she is illiterate.I still remembered,nenu tuition ki velley appudu milk tagakunda veltey tuition ki kooda bournvita kalupukoni tecchi  patincheydi.Anta baaga care teesukoney di.So annayya chinnapudu anta ammamma valla daggarey perigaadu.Naaku 15 years vacchey anta varaku valla daggarey perigaadu.Ippudu maa daggarey untunnadu lendi.So appudu nenu okkadiney avvatam valana amma tappa intlo evaru vundey vaaru kaadu.So na modati best friend ammey.Modati satruvu kooda ammey.Amma, nenu edo oka vishayam meeda chinnapudu eppudu kottukuntu undey vallam,chinnapillalu laaga.Amey emo tana mata neggali antundi.Nenu emo naa mata neggali antoo untaa.Nanna raganey iddaram silent.Iddaram kalisi cinemalaki, shikaarulaki,parkulaki tega velley vallam.Enta allari chesina kadupulo pettukoni daachukoney di mammalni.Eppudu sardukupoye swabhavam kabatti intlo kastam vacchina sukum vacchina eppudu okayy rakam ga spandistundi.Still she doesn’t know how to operate a cellphone.Just she knows how to talk,antey.But landline nunchi call cheyya galadu.Even though she is an illeterate she can give non stop lecture on any social issues.So Madyalo business lo kotla roopayalu loss ravatam valana emo gaani,annayya gurinchi alochinchatam valana gaani aamey depression loki velli poyindi.Oka noka stage lo mrutyuvu anchulu varaku payaninchi vacchindi.So tanu lifelong medicines vaadutooney undali.Ippudu baaganey terukundi tanu.So aamey ki eppudu baadha kara maina vishayaalu untey nenu,nanna cheppakunda avoid chestam.So ippudu financial ga malli set rite ayyina kooda ,aavidaki maa annayya goorchey  digulu.Pelli ela avutundi ani annayyaki.So iddariki matches choostunnaru.Kaani naaku emo kuppalu teppaluga matches vastunnayi(Anni kannu vankaroy! leka pothey kaalu vankaroy lantivi anamata).Kaani annaki matches ravatledu.He is now 29 years old .So nenu eppudu ammaki cheppedi okatey ,ela garagalsindi ala jarugutundi ani.Baada pada vaddu ani.So nenu eppudu aavidani santosha pettatanikey try chestuunta!

Amma gurinchi enta cheppalanna cheppalani pistundi,enta rayalanna rayalani pistundi.Ee lokalam lo unna pratipadaviki edo oka roju retirement untundi.Kaani Amma aney padaviki eppudu retirement undadu.Amma matram amma aney padaviki eppatiki raajinaama cheyaledu.So hat’s off to my dear darling MOM and to the God who created the Post of Mother.